You know what's the funny part? The funny part is that when I stop worrying and overthinking and following ridiculous schemes I realise that it's all there to cover up a gaping emptiness in my life. I have no idea what to do with my life whatsoever. Without all that I have basically nothing. I have no idea what I enjoy, what I want to do, what I'm good at. And I feel no motivation to try and find out. So basically I'm just whining here. Just so you know..